Changes.

Do you know the feeling of needing a change? You lie on your bed thinking of the old times and get to the conclusion that you need someone by your side because you're feeling numb and asleep, as if it was a dream. And you want to change yet feel you can't do it, and you have a knot in your stomach and the awful feeling that nothing will ever change because you'll always be this stupid and numb. And at the same time you have the hope that everything will magically change so you can feel happy again.
But changes aren't going to happen if you're not willing to fight for them. They aren't miracles. You'll have to fight hard and give your best and more in order to live the way you want to.
Are you ready?